Short, choppy sentences.
I just want to stop making bad decisions and feeling like this. I need to stop doing things to regret. I need boys to go away for a while. I need to stop feeling like all I am to any guy is a hot body. My awkwardness is not me being mysterious. Just because I am cute and I am not a bitch to you doesn’t mean you “know” me. I’m not perfect. I put myself in these situations. I can be happy and beautiful without you. I do not need people to build me up or bring me down. I can do that on my own.
