January 2009
55 posts
You should let me love you.
– Let Me Love You by Mario (via lyricallysomething)
(via lenaah)
“Not until we are lost do we begin to understand ourselves.”-...
– devincastro
babies and corpses.
so my mom is in the hospital tonight after her 11th back surgery.
she is okay in the sense that she is alive and nothing that we know of has been permanently damaged. but she is not okay in the sense that she cannot move without hurting terribly.
hospitals are just such amazing places to me.they are so different from the world outside of them. it just boggles my mind that in the same building...
Why does this happen? Go away.
Friend that is a boy who has a girlfriend: i miss you
me: no
Friend that is a boy who has a girlfriend: yes i do
Friend that is a boy who has a girlfriend: do you miss me?
me: i don't want to hurt your self esteem
me: besides you shouldn't miss me and i'm not worth missing.
Homework is killing me this week.
Stress is killing me this…year.
I wish I had some free minutes to reblog some stuff or write.
But I don’t.
Maybe Friday.
When we finally do change, I don’t thing it happens like an earthquake or...
– Everwood.
I guess it did not really set in until today what it means that Barack Obama is our President. It all seemed kind of surreal today and I felt so happy for him. I am so glad that I was both alive and old enough to remember this day. My friend and I were both so nervous right before he got sworn in. She turned to me and said, “I know this may seem weird…but I have butterflies in my...
I’m impossible to forget, but I’m hard to remember.
– Claire Colburn, from Elizabethtown (2005) (via devincastro) (via homecoming)
“Because we have a moment here, let me tell you that I have recently become a secret connoisseur of ‘last looks’. You know the way people look at you when they believe it’s for the last time? I’ve started collecting these looks.” -Elizabethtown
I have just recently realized and understood how hard it is to say goodbye to someone when you know you may never see them again or at least...
Oh I don’t know what to do. I feel like things are going to start changing now. I wish I could have what I want but I can’t so I have to find something or someone else to make me happy. I just have to figure out what that is.
I slept for so long today and I don’t even care.
i'm still falling.
i thought things would start working out and they haven’t.
i don’t know how much I can take it for because I constantly feel like I am on the brink of tears and with each hour comes more stress. my dog gets cancer, my mom fights with her mom, my grades drop more, he texts me saying things we both know he shouldn’t, i’m caught between moving on or just fogetting about guys...
"50 Things I Believe In"
1. I believe that love knows no age, race, or gender.
2. I believe that digital cameras have ruined a lot of the beauty of photography.
3. I believe that where there is a will there is a way.
4. I believe that public school teaches you more than how to add and subtract.
5. I believe that people who believe in God are insecure.
6. I believe in fate and things happening for a reason.
7. I...
i’m really struggling today.
i thought things would be getting a little easier by now. it seems like its only getting harder.
“I walk around the school hallways and look at the people. I look at the teachers and wonder why they’re here. If they like their jobs. Or us. And I wonder how smart they were when they were fifteen. Not in a mean way. In a curious way. It’s like looking at all the students and wondering who’s had their heart broken that day, and how they are able to cope with having three...
post secret!
music recommendations via Nick Harmer of Death Cab For Cutie 1. TV On the Radio, Dear Science 2. My Morning Jacket, Evil Urges 3. Frightened Rabbit, Midnight Organ Fight 4. Radiohead, In Rainbows 5. Fleet Foxes, Fleet Foxes 6. She and Him, Volume One 7. Mates of State, Rearrange Us 8. Torche, Meanderthal 9. Ra Ra Riot, The Rhumb Line 10. Beck, Modern Guilt”
i love this girls stuff.
“the world is round and the place which may seem like the end may also be only the beginning.” -ivy baker
maybe there is a god.
I got a C on my Calculus exam. I am so pumped because that means I still get a B for the semester…I was so worried. I just wish I could have maintained my GPA/class rank for my last year but oh well, i’ll get into college anyway.
I am working on my 101 Goals in 1001 Days…I have about 50 so far.
101 Goals To Accomplish in 1,001 Days: The...
devincastro:
This is an experiment. Create 101 goals for yourself (big or small), that you hope to accomplish in 1,001 days. I will post photos/videos on my Tumblr when I do accomplish these goals. Isn’t it nice? You all will be here, watching me accomplish my dreams. I think it’s bloody brilliant. If you want to check my progress, find this post. I will BOLD all of the things I have already...
What messes us up the most is that we all have this perfect picture in our minds of how things should be.
this will probably be my last update for a while because tomorrow signifies my return to reality. i am not looking forward to it and, i fear, i will not be updating much at all.
“In the day by day collision called the art of growing up, there’s an innocence we look for in the stars. To be taken to the younger days, when there was no giving up on the people we held closest to our hearts”
biggest creep ever
TurboSanta983: ive just been at home playing guitar and lurk'n
TurboSanta983: blahhh soo hows that ipod touch treat'n ya
brightbluexeyes: good
TurboSanta983: arent they like the coolest thing ever
TurboSanta983: i want 1 soo badly
brightbluexeyes: yeah its pretty cool
TurboSanta983: ok mby you can tell me this....
TurboSanta983: what the fuck is up with this mafia wars shit?
brightbluexeyes: ...
brightbluexeyes: i dont know
my god.
i am so lazy.
i slept in today and was late to work.
then, i came home and watched 40 year old virgin and ate spaghetti.
i dont even like 40 year old virgin but i am too lazy to do anything else.
i need to do homework or go to the gym or figure out ways to pay for college but i’m just tired. i don’t want to.
not to mention i am about to flip a fuckin shit because 9/10 of my...
One polaroid a day - for 18 years →
leeshiebean:
Until the day he died.