December 2008
42 posts
you’re so nice and you’re so smart
you’re such a good friend...
– +kimya dawson: so nice, so smart
Losing All Control by Rooney
I’m losing you I’m losing all control Just let me be Let me be alone for now I want to be alone tonight Once again we’ve gone off track And lost all hope for coming back It’s time to restart again And try all over again It’s time to work The work is useless now Can’t you see Your help is lost to me I want to be alone...
Some things you don’t know you miss until, out of nowhere, you have them...
as badly as i want to be with you, a part of me that knows that if it’s not happening, then maybe it’s just not meant to be
I only think of you, and it’s breaking my heart. I’m trying to keep it together,...
– We Belong Together by Mariah Carey (via lyricallysomething)
may my heart always be open to little… by E. E. Cummings
may my heart always be open to little birds who are the secrets of living whatever they sing is better than to know and if men should not hear them men are old may my mind stroll about hungry and fearless and thirsty and supple and even if it’s sunday may i be wrong for whenever men are right they are not young and may myself...
Christmas!
Merry Christmas. =)
it doesn’t feel like Christmas at all…
but i got these cool shoes:
and i think i might buy these:
and some hot shit from victorias secret with the money i got.
i wish christmas was more exciting and that i was doing something besides college applications.
If I had a snowflake for every time I thought of you,
we’d have a really...
sometimes i cannot wait to live life without you and to meet new people. other times, i dont know how i could go a minute longer without talking to you.
I’m in love with you, but the vibe is wrong.
– Love Lockdown by Kanye West (via lyricallysomething)
so i realized today that my life is in the miserable state that it is in because i take risks. i’m not afraid of social failure and i dont accept academic failure. ultimately, although all the risks i take tend to lead to a failure of a life i wouldn’t have it any other way. i cannot imagine living my life without taking risks, without walking out of my comfort zone. i’ve always...
my cool factor.
so my sister and I were sitting around last night talking about what big nerds we are but how, despite this, we both still have cool factors. and she said that hers was the fact that she is involved in sports and such and that she thought mine was my music. i mean, i guess she is right. i do know a lot of bands, good bands…i know good music and i go to shows but i would hope that there were...
I don’t have a fear of commitment- I have a fear of abandonment. We all screw...
christmas is coming......
and im almost done assembling everyones gifts. im so thankful that is it christmas break, i can finally get around to submitting college applications. other than that i will be working out, sleeping and waiting for things to work out between us…somehow. that’s all i want for christmas. i just want to be happy. i mean, i want him to be happy too. i hate saturday nights alone almost as...
Every "That's what she said" on the Office
abudak:
An awesome video montage of every “that’s what she said” joke from the Office.
That’s what she said video.
It’s long, but worth it (that’s what she said).
i need to remember to watch this later when im bored…or
“You’re free. There’s always someone who wants exactly what you want.”
today
would be one of those days that you would never want to live again
but one that you might want to go back and watch to see all the little details you may have forgotten.
or to remind you of how far you have come since then.
however, it is still today. and i’m still hurting, my cheeks barely dry.
i needed him. i needed one of the most important people in my life to be there for one of the...
Talking about music is like dancing about Architecture.”
- Elvis...
someone is trying to tell you something.
crushed:
N,
It won’t ever work out, but I still get this awful feeling in the pit of my stomach whenever you walk away.
— J
i can’t decide whether to love or hate you.
the answer should be obvious.
who would reject love?
but the hardest thing in the world is loving someone and not being able to be with them.
for that, i want to hate you.
i want to hate you with ever muscle that i love you with.
sometimes, its good to know you’re not alone.
crushes:
boy,
Sometimes, it’s really hard being your friend knowing that the closer we are the deeper I fall. But everytime you look at me, I realize how much you’re worth it.
— girl
crushes:
boy on the subway,
I hope you don’t give everyone that smile. Even if you do, I will continue to believe it was just for me.
— anonymous
wow.
i haven’t updated in a week. that pisses me off because i dont like dropping off of the face of the earth for a week, a month from now i will remember nothing of last week.
nothing really eventful happened though and i felt rather down and in no mood to reblog anything or write anything.
i’m going to a christmas party for work tonight. i dont know why because i hate most of the...