Can I just say that I think it is weird and really annoying that boys that I went to high school with are talking to me and want to “hang out”. No, they just want to have sex with me I’m pretty sure. Just because my facebook status says single does not mean I’m single and willing.

You should follow my new blog because it isn’t as depressing and because it doesn’t have things from high school and things like this so I don’t mind if people who know me actually reading it.

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DO IT!

Short, choppy sentences.

I just want to stop making bad decisions and feeling like this. I need to stop doing things to regret. I need boys to go away for a while. I need to stop feeling like all I am to any guy is a hot body. My awkwardness is not me being mysterious. Just because I am cute and I am not a bitch to you doesn’t mean you “know” me. I’m not perfect. I put myself in these situations. I can be happy and beautiful without you. I do not need people to build me up or bring me down. I can do that on my own. 

“Who is more to be pitied, a writer bound and gagged by policemen or one living in perfect freedom who has nothing more to say?”

Bluebeard, Kurt Vonnegut

Today is my sister and her girlfriend’s three year anniversary. Adorable.

I believe in love and all but I have no desire to find a relationship that lasts that long anytime soon. 

It’s my day off and I just want to ride my bike but I am sick.

My life sucks today, at least that is what I am going with.

I am going to make it through today. I am going to make it through today. Iamgoingtomakeitthroughtheday.

I had cookies for breakfast because I still don’t have a credit card or any money to go to the grocery store since my bag was stolen. Since, I am not five or my father I do not enjoy cookies for breakfast. 

If I have to force someone to like me or love me or understand me than I do not want to be with them. It obviously is not going to work out.

Why are so many people constantly trying to force things?